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In Spain, missing Grace

I am missing Grace! Its Thursday and I’ve only been away since Sunday evening, but I miss seeing her.  I feel a bit lost as well, as my routine has been broken.  I find myself in the evening with a huge chunk of time, as opposed to being at the care home.  I do wonder about life after Grace? 

Isabel (a nurse at the care home) has been fantastic sharing photos and videos, whilst Maria did the same on Familynet.  When I am not at the care home and dependent photos and videos, it gives me a reality check of Grace’ situation.

I am also adjusting to having friends staying over.  Andy and Tricia are fantastic.  It is just taking some time to get used to,. as I have largely been on my own for the last two years.  Tricia asked me if I get lonely.  Wow! For a long time I did.  Now I seem to have adjusted to a point that I’ve become very comfortable and accepting of it.

The book is done, bar a final review, and the second one is underway.  The journey to produce the books is exciting, though I do feel like I am just filling time. 

My CISSP (Certified Information Systems Security Professional) course is as dull as hell.  That has nothing to do with the instructor.  It’s just super boring! Thankfully it’s the last day today.