Focus Remains on Grace
Last night, I was writing notes on a piece of paper, acknowledging that I am here for Grace and will continue to stay for Grace. Currently, I cannot focus on anything else, but that’s okay. However, I must also make good use of my time here. I believe I have done that thus far. I have completed grief therapy, spent lots of time with Grace, gained a better understanding of myself, made significant progress in learning Dutch, passed a number of professional exams, furnished my apartment, and even created a website and published book within the past seven months. I am feeling pretty good about these achievements.
Next Big Steps for David
Now, it’s time to move on to the next big step. I want to speak Dutch fluently, finish the next book and, in the short term, pursuing sailing. But I must also think beyond that and consider how to earn a reasonable income from a work perspective.
I am content with the time I spend with Grace. The only time I find it challenging is in the late afternoon/early evening, as I hope she is happy and fulfilled.
Lastly, it is frustrating that I cannot fully publish my journal on this blog. But I am hopeful that there will be a time when I can share more.
