Where do I start? It’s been a long day, but I’m making progress, even if today’s tasks felt minor. I’ve been chatting with a nice woman who lives near Tilburg. Though, I’ve come to enjoy my freedom and independence and am not sure I want to give that up. I have Grace, and spending time with her and caring for her means a lot to me. I’ve enjoying my own company.
Sexism….
So I heard an alarming case of sexism today. I can’t say too much about it at the moment. But no wonder women get pissed off and frustrated. It was awful and suggested that women can’t do a particular job, as they can’t entertain men at strip clubs.
Grace is doing just fine!
I spent most of the evening with Grace, who seemed happy and relaxed. Even falling asleep on her lap.
I’m exhausted from a busy day, so I need to be kind to myself and rest. I’m starting to feel anxious about money, with upcoming bills and uncertainties about work. For now, I’ll focus on my Dutch exams and sailing before looking for work.
Feeling Selfish
Lately, my diary and blog have been more about me, David. That’s understandable since I’m writing it. I’m questioning if I want a relationship or just occasional intimacy, as my perspective has changed significantly over the past year.
