Rod Stewart!

OMG, Rod Stewart has just randomly started singing ‘Sailing’ on my phone. It’s less than a week to go, and my goddamn theory course is still not complete. Apparently, on one paper, I need to get 100%. This is far harder than I thought it would be.

D&G walk around town!

I took Grace into town tonight, and it was really nice. Isabel helped me dress Grace in her new t-shirt, shorts, and flip flops. Isabel mentioned that there are a lot of clothes in Grace’s wardrobe, and I agree. We need to recycle many things, and I need to ensure Grace continues to wear modern, vibrant-looking clothes. Anyway, it was great being in town with her. She had a big smile on her face the whole time. The t-shirt saying, ‘I am f@@king awesome!’ draws attention.

I looked at some pictures, one that the nurses shared with me, from two years ago, and you can see how quickly the decline has been.

Feeling lost still!

I am a bit lost. I have Grace, my languages to learn, and social media. But I’m not sure if I am moving forward, although I keep trying my best. Is becoming an author going to be my new career path?

I don’t want a relationship. In all honesty, I just want something physical from time to time. I need my space to breathe, to think, and to progress down the paths I choose. I’m just worried that I am heading nowhere and that ultimately I’ll end up nowhere!

I want Grace’s watch back from her mother. It’s something I bought for Grace, and it’s a symbol of our togetherness. I want to wear it.