I spend most of the day in bed. I’m still feeling incredibly tired, and I’ve noticed small pimples appearing on my forehead, indicating that my immune system may be weak. As a result, I haven’t been able to visit Grace. I simply don’t feel well enough to do so.

I can’t deny that I’m feeling quite down, not just because of my illness. After not truly enjoying the sailing experience, I now have to cross off another goal from my written list. This marks the second goal that has been discarded within the span of two months. I understand that this is all part of the process of self-discovery, but it makes me reflect on the approaching anniversary of when I began transforming aspects of my life. I can’t help but feel like I haven’t made much progress.

The sales lady from the sailing company has responded to me and kindly offered to refund the remaining unused days. I believe this is a fair resolution.