I am sitting here in a cafe for breakfast and the lady has just missed me. You may say it’s nothing, but there are three fundamental things servers need to do a) take orders b) serve food c) do payments (unless there is a central till).

I am angry and frustrated this morning.  Yet I’ve had nothing to drink last night. I did not sleep well and went to the toilet a few times.  I’ve been thinking too much about the fight with redacted.

I left Grace last night fast asleep.  When she gets the drugs which help her sleep then she falls asleep straight away and so soundly.  Its amazing and she looks so sweet. 

I’ve got out of my habit of doing to do for the next day, before I go to bed.  It’s not good, as I fighting through the day to work out what I need to do.  Need to fix this.