My Sleeping Patterns Are Awful
I was awake at 5:00 AM and about to get up, but instead, I slept in until 9:00 AM. I’m so glad I did; I feel like I caught up on some sleep. Sitting here at my desk in my favorite chair, I feel super comfortable.
Today, I took Grace into the city (Rotterdam) and had something to drink and eat with her. Afterwards, I am tired and absolutely shattered.
Grace Now Struggles with Sitting Up
I feel like Grace and I have entered a difficult phase. She struggles to sit up now, and our interactions are becoming more challenging as her voice has grown softer. I wonder if we have only a few months left together. Writing these words triggers all sorts of emotions. I’ll have to cope with the grief of losing her, manage the kids, and deal with the uncertainty of living here.
