Feeling Lost with Grace
I feel pretty lost with Grace; there isn’t much communication anymore.
I look at the wall with my aims on the left side. I’m not doing any of the things I want to do: inspiring people, being independent (to a point), feeling accomplished, being empowered (yes, to a point), traveling (yes), solving problems (partly), learning new things (not so sure). Maybe I’m not as bad at doing things as I think I am.
Lazy Days
I’ve had two relatively lazy days, watching cycling and lounging on the sofa or in bed. Yesterday, I lay in bed with Grace, but there was little communication between us. She can’t really talk now, and her facial expressions are becoming more limited.
This year, I’m taking numerous holidays, so I’m becoming more relaxed about taking care of my own needs.
