Evening Update
Feeling Low
I feel so low this evening. I’ve been thinking it’s because I have been drinking wine, but I don’t think so. Certainty I’ve not had anything today and its not as if I have been drinking daily. Just twice in the last few days and I have stopped again.
I watch everyone get on with their lives, feeling like they have freedom to make their own choices. Me I feel stuck. It’s a commitment and love to Grace. I can’t change that. I can’t do a relationship with Grace and with someone else, see my Instagram post for more thoughts. See my Instagram post.
Oh Maria!
Oh Maria I’ve blocked you on Instagram, just to be annoying 😂. You moan on one hand to Laurens management about comments concerning you and on the other like to look at all my posts. Well, I’ve given you something to moan about to the Mascha now.
