Angry with Work
Being angry about work isn’t helping. Is it the alcohol, or is it just my anger? I slept for three hours on Grace’s bed yesterday afternoon; I must have been exhausted. But the anger isn’t good.
I need to make progress on my book this weekend and sort out uploading the finances for Grace for the last six months of 2022. The Dutch courts require me to submit paperwork on her finances every six months.
Funeral Preparation
Contact with Grace is becoming weaker and weaker. I am preparing for Grace’s funeral by finding a funeral provider close by. This is why I want to work four days a week—so I can manage things like this. If I do all the preparation now, I won’t be overwhelmed when the time comes.
