Feeling a bit lonely!

June 2, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

Summer is here again and there are crowds of people on the terraces of the bars that line the streets. It gives me such an empty lonely feeling...

Controlling Grace’s breathing

June 1, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

Grace can sometimes have phases when she breathes heavily and rapidly. By lying close to her, I can help control her breathing by slowly inhaling and exhaling. It's amazing how

Sick…but have gone to see Grace!

May 31, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

I’ve now got an email showing my illness data. My goodness in the last 6 months I’ve been ill for over 2 weeks, in the last 6 months ...

Feeing low, watching Grace fade away!

May 28, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

I simply see grace fading away, and there's nothing I can do about it. I also worry that the only memories I'll have of her will be as she is

Redacted

May 7, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

Focus Remains on Grace Last night, I was writing notes on a piece of paper, acknowledging that I am here for Grace and will continue to stay for Grace. Currently,

A New Life Chapter is Coming?

April 24, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

I can feel that I need to start a new chapter. I used to always describe a chapter as something that occurred over several years, but it feels like these

Learning about what I really want?

April 23, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

I realized tonight why I did not enjoy going into business with others. After doing a piece on my own values, I found that empowerment is one of my top

Forcing myself to keep moving forwards

April 19, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

Listening to Dua Lipa’s “Be the One” Lately, I’ve been feeling tired and demotivated, with little interest in work. This is quite the contrast from what I expressed to the

Just sad and angry!

March 3, 2023 0 Comments 42 tags

This evening I hurt so much.  I can feel that raw pain in my heart. On the outside I am full of anger.  The tears just roll down my