Wow Grace you are so beautiful!

I look at the picture of Grace, which I have posted with this post, and I think wow you are so beautiful!

Messed up on the concert date

I did everything I set out to do yesterday, bar going to the concert with Grace. Why? Because it is on a Sunday and not a Saturday. Doh!    

Apologies Grace, I did not give you a 100% of me. I feel asleep in an armchair at a café with Grace.

Out of the trough I hope

I feel like life is back on track and heading in the writing direction. Hopefully I am out of my trough. I am progress well with Spanish and starting to get momentum with my third book.

Though only 3 or so hours per day, It can be really tiring looking out for Grace

Something worth calling out is that though I do not care for Grace every hour of the day, it is still tiring the time I do spend with Grace. Pushing the wheelchair around, making sure Grace is ok and comfortable, getting drinks, helping with drinks.  I really don’t mind doing it, though have come to learn it is more tiring that I realised.

Processing and pushing through the other side of negative events and thoughts

I am learning to process negative events and thoughts, rather than hide from it. Processing negative thoughts about something. A simple one this morning was looking at what I used to earn per day and now what I earn. Having done it, I felt fine and accepted that this was a choice I made. Like seeing letters in the post that you do not want to open, I now open them rather than ignore them.

Which leads me on to Lionella, There is a point now reached, where I think I’ve done my best. I can’t do much more and shouldn’t do anymore.

Back to Faceland

I’ve booked a consultation with Faceland. My birthday treat for later this week.