Saying Sorry to Grace
I spent most of the afternoon with Grace yesterday, apologizing for how I’m struggling with our connection. I feel so sorry for her; it’s not her fault. Part of me knows I need to start moving forward again.
A Bit of Advice Needed from L
I reached out to L about plugs in Brazil but haven’t received a response. After a couple of days, I followed up, saying I don’t need the information now and that life goes on. I think she’s holding onto a lot of unresolved issues. This morning, she responded, but I ignored the message. Within seven days, it will disappear. I believe I’ve resolved my thoughts about her attitude, which I sensed nearly two years ago.
Writing
I’ve switched off from writing and need to switch back on. My month-by-month goals feel a bit more realistic this year. It’s writing and languages this year. I’m trying not to rush my second book like I did with the first. I can see that the second book needs a lot more work
Off to the Hairdressers
Grace is looking good. I took her to the hairdressers this morning, and her hair looks so much better.
I’ve been spending more time with Grace and feeling a bit more connected to her, but I do need to find my own way forward.
Other Stuff
It’s been a full-on day with the gym and work; I haven’t stopped. But I managed to fit everything in. I did the sunbed last night and have a massage tonight.
A package of 70–80 letters arrived from the UK, but thankfully none were important.
I’m glad I went to the gym today—I’ve missed it. I need the physical exercise, and I want that flat stomach! 😊
